Stress...What is that?

Well...as much as I try I can't seem to get a handle on this whole stress thing. I lie to myself often and tell myself that I'm not stressed, but really, I don't know how to not be stressed right now. I guess maybe if I was spending time out with friends that was just for fun and not discuss anything that is going on in my life that would be just fine. The problem is the few friends I have here are usually buys when I am free. Hmmm...what a predicament hey? I was very dissappointed to hear that my good friend Katie will not be moving to Calgary in September like I thought she was. She was offered a job in Trail that she much prefers to the one she had here, so that's that. I think I'm jsut complaining now, but somehow I think that I need to vent you know? The past two weeks have been anything but easy. Looking after my friends' high need dog was a challenge. They live about 10 minutes north of where I am right now, so basically 10 minutes further from everything. Yes, I did have a vehicle, but I had to be in it more than I wanted to because of the needs of the animals. Plus having our rehearsal space (though very nice) way out in Hawkwood, and working downtown and still looking after the boys at home and making trips to the Chiropractor and such...huh, yeah busy. Well, I', a little overwhelmed right now as I am in house full of people I don't know and had a pretty rough night. You see, anytime I get some down time where I don't have to be anywhere I don't feel like working on my show. That's tough. I know I need to be working on it, but I'm so exhausted! Huh...well now that my rambling has sort of gotten out of control, I'm just going to shut up. You know what? I'm not even going to spell check this, so if you are wondering why there are mistakes....there you go. I'm in a BAD MOOD!